Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Myself

I have decided to come out of the closet. No, I'm not gay... I'm just revealing my identity so various people around the world can come stalk me whenever they like. Like I even have stalkers to begin with.

Ahem, my name is Dania. It's not my full name but whatever, people just don't call my full name because it's too long. The 'killerina' is something I created this year during a game of Draw My Thing on Facebook. The answer is ballerina but I totally didn't even think of that so I just randomly typed "killerina". And another one is, the answer is "bamboo" but I was blank too so I just remembered Bambi, the cute deer I used to play over and over at the computer when I was like what, 5 and typed "bambii". People laughed. I'm so hilarious.

I am 15 years old and is currently waiting for my PMR results, which means that I'm a Malaysian. And a Malay. And a Muslim. Wow, 3 Ms. I was born on the 27th of May 1996 to a couple (now not anymore) both aged 25. I am the eldest child out of 3 siblings. The last one is not my full flesh and blood but who cares, he's cute.

I have a boyfriend called Aiman. Know about the saying that food's a girl's best friend? No? Good, because I made that up. He walked out at 11 p.m. to buy me a hamburger, and he got beef when I didn't say what kind of burger I would like. Oh the facts he knows about me 


On my friends... I don't think I have any real one. I'm the type that contemplates and judges people silently. Yeah I can appear to be very happy and talkative at times but I just can't like, be too social with friends. I've had numerous friends. But they all replace me in such a short time whenever I feel like trying to test their friendship or I get mad at them for some reason and I distance myself from them. I'm the person everyone replaces after a while.

Finally, I love love love love Demi Lovato. I absolutely adore her. She used to be bulimic and anorexic, that's why she went into rehab. Now she's out, she's eating and healthy and happy. She used to be bullied because she's fat. I was fat too, but I didn't get bullied. I dieted and lost a few kg here and there, but I'm still insecure about myself because the girls who are lighter than me always say "Oh I'm so fat!" when they are right beside me. What good friends eh? So now I'm currently trying to convince myself that an 18.9 BMI is healthy and it's enough dieting. The only one helping me with it? My sister and boyfriend. My friends? Uh none thanks.

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