Dear Notebook,
I'm crying over a guy. Haha how pathetic am I... I don't know how long we'll last since I'm being such a huge bitch to him nowadays. I don't want to blame it on my mood swings, I don't want to blame it on him, I blame myself. I'm just a bitch, fullstop. I've never begged for a guy to not leave me before, never, until now. If he leaves, then... I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I'll cut myself, maybe I'll fatten myself up, maybe I'll become an anorexic, maybe I'll become an insomniac game freak, maybe I'll end up in a mental institution, or maybe I'll just go on with life like nothing happened but when I see him, I'll break down inside, or outside, depending on the situation.
Ew this is so gross, I can't find my tissues and my nose is turning into Niagara Falls. But I have my facial puffs. Whatever, I don't wanna wipe on my sleeves anymore though. I've had that box of facial puffs since July last year, I bought it at Jusco when I was about to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 with Syazana and Atiqah. I can't believe I've lost that ticket.
Bye Notebook.
No comments:
Post a Comment